i wish i had it all.. but i lost it.

i woke up this morning with a li'l anxious feeling.. there's so many thing happened during my weekend n i dont thing those were my best shot. i felt like i dont have what anyone has. i'm not talking about money or kind of material.

i lost my energy, my gut, my enthusiasm..

i was a high explosive kind of girl..

now i am an everyday-feel-so-exhausted girl..